You know what? I am still having doubts with uni stuff.
Tmr is the msa audit role play against Michel's group. And with my current condition, I am so afraid I might mess things up. I am so weirdly sick that sometimes, my brain/body just shuts off by itself. Many a times when I was about to collapse, hon hold me close to make sure I don't fall. I feel really blessed to have him, esp since this is the first time I really feel that there is a communication in a relationship. Perhaps it's because he is not only my boyf but a best friend too. I guess we are so used to talking about anything and everything, it goes the same way in our relationship too. It's a little different but I like where this is going, where there is no need to hide anything from each other. Blessed, really.
About uni, I guess imma just try and apply for everything. If I can't, I'll try for private uni (probably SIM) but grades and money will probably be an issue. Am thinking now if I shd wait and work really hard while planning what to do next. I might for once, consider studying overseas. Idk where exactly, but it might be a financially-friendlier choice if I get to Australia and stay with my aunt there. But you know, it's not very nice to invade people's house, esp since she has a family (boyf) on her own there and we are not exact veryyy close.
Man, idk. Am thinking if I shd wait and see if anyone I know gna get into the same uni then rent an apartment tgt. Maybe I shd discuss with hon, huh? Anw if that's the case, I don't mind waiting for a couple of years since I'll need to work and get money. I wna try to pay most fees on my own cause it has been taxing on mum to pay for sis's uni fees and my poly fees, I don't wna watch her work so hard over us again.
Right, shd I eat my med now? Am gna wake up in 3.5 hrs, drowsy med don't really sound friendly for that point but I've been coughing ever since I've woke up. Oh well. :/
PS: Need to get 95$ from raywong. I think the part about owing money during CNY only apply to chinese right? So I probably won't need to rush Syida for my 55$. :D
Raywong raywong, my money pleaseeee.
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